TRIALS

SO WHY DO WE HAVE TRIALS?   I HAVE ASK MYSELF THIS SO VERY MANY MANY TIMES AND STILL THINK AND H AVE  SAID MANY TIMES.....            

                   WHY ME??  

I have done nothing to deserve this....have had this thought so many times....

..I have felt that my test are too big and not at all fair. I fall back into self pity and then i see children that can't do much of anything and i keep looking at people around me who have one thing or another wrong with them and will never know what a normal life is like.  All will be tested and it will test our faith as well.   These test hurt and are inevitable and unexpected , they test us for sure and that test will refine our character , our perseverance and yes we will have pain and grief  and say why me!!!  All the stuff we go   through will make or break us.  We can take it and either get hard  or maybe soft towards life 

and people.  So think about where you stand today with all your trials, do you still love life , love people, and most of all do you still feel life is good or has it made you hard or has it made you more humble?   You are not alone they say but when its hard and you feel that the only one you can talk to is God, do it! Hopefully we all can find peace... And one day we will get our answer to that very big question.....WHY ME?