From good moments and then here I am tonight on the subject of sad and not understanding!
Yes, I am sad Today and yet there have been many today's of sadness...even though I can't write about what is causing this sadness in me... I feel I must vent or surely sink. Things happen in life and yes to myself and to others as well who I may not know. When it brings hurt to myself well yes you feel sad and yes you cry alot and it doesn't go away....You learn to walk around with it inside you everyday.....I will forever feel life can be unfair! I believe in a Savior even though it seems the answer is always the same.... "NO and yes I don't understand why bad things happen to some and not others! People say have faith and I think its not happening to you and its a easy answer for them and its not effecting your life! Wish could post about these things but what good would it really do.. it would hurt myself and perhaps others....and then in reading this you might say wow!...."guess I've been really blessed" and I would respond again with Why You, and Why Not Me Also? I have had my share of hurts and problems to which I see no answers .....I look for miracles and they don't come and I get very sad and continue to cry but keep trying to understand ....then I think tomorrow..... it will all get better then ... tomorrow .....tomorrow comes and its the same. :(
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